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7/17/07 10:41 am - the creeper

my experience after work with a creeper.....this takes place from 9:15-10am. taken from a msn conversation with Laura, her commentary also added.



heidi says:
so im going and catching the skytrain
heidi says:
its like a 8 minutes ride or something
Laura says:
whats the skytrain
Laura says:
you have trains in the sky?!
heidi says:
oh
heidi says:
well
heidi says:
its like a subway that goes above the ground.....like, above buildings and trees and all that
Laura says:
hahaha
heidi says:
sorta like trains in the sky
Laura says:
i get it
heidi says:
ok
heidi says:
so I get on and i do the general scan of the crowd on the bus and there is this guy starting at me but i think nothing of it, assume hes also just watching me get on the train
heidi says:
so the train starts moving and I can feel eyes on me so I look and the guy is still staring at me
heidi says:
but this time he does this suggestive little eyebrow thing so I turn awa as to not encourage him
heidi says:
as the train keeps going I can see this guy still staring at me out of my peripherals. He's totally eyeing me in that really creepy cold way too.
heidi says:
I tried not to look at him much because I figured it would encourage him but I got a look at his face briefly because I was getting a really bad vibe and I felt less comfortable not being able to recognize the guy.
heidi says:
hes in his late 20's to early 30's and middle eastern wearing one of those puma type track suits that are all popular now.
Laura says:
crap that happened to me once and i freaked out
heidi says:
it gets better
heidi says:
the train arrives at my station and im totally getting the vibe this guy is going to follow me....i tried telling myself I was psyching myself out, but I totally just had this weird vibe so I waited until the last minute and got off the train just so he wouldnt know ahead of time that I was going to get off at the stop.
heidi says:
So I go and im walking away and I glance behind me and hes just bolted from his seat and exited the train
heidi says:
he looks around but I quickly turn a corner and briskly walk up the stairs to the busstop I need to wait at.
heidi says:
hold on....phone
Laura says:
ok
Laura says:
god i'd panic so much lol
heidi says:
i have more though
Laura says:
yea?
heidi says:
ok sorry, i just had a phone call
heidi says:
so im waiting at the bus stop for a few minutes and im not seeing this guy and so im fine and think I was overreacting
heidi says:
suddendly hes right beside me saying something
heidi says:
I dont even know where the fuck he came from
Laura says:
omg
heidi says:
i had my earphones in so I couldnt quite hear him so I take them out and respond with a "huh?"
heidi says:
he asksme if I know when the bus comes...I do but im really weirded out and say no and put my earphones back in.
heidi says:
he stands for a while then says something again. I repeat my "huh?" again.
heidi says:
he asks if im single
Laura says:
hahah
heidi says:
I figured lying was the best method so I said no
heidi says:
he says "so you have a boyfriend"
heidi says:
I go for an even bigger lie this time
heidi says:
yes
Laura says:
you shoulda said 'i eat pussy'
heidi says:
he was making me super uncomfortable and creeped out, I wanted the least amount of conversation with this guy possible.
heidi says:
I put my earphones back in and he says something again.
heidi says:
I take them out and hes like "but if you didn't id have a chance." It wasnt a question, it was an exclaimation, one that creeped my out beyond badly, like he was going to kill whoever I was "with"
heidi says:
so i just responded with "but im not single" and I put my earphones in again
Laura says:
wow what a creep
heidi says:
he was mumbling some more stuff but I chose to just flat out ignore him.
heidi says:
he goes on his cell phone and then says loudly.."the bus will be here in 12 minutes.." it was like he was trying to be helpful to encourage me to talk to him
heidi says:
i say ok
heidi says:
he stands for a while then walks across the street at the skytrain station entrance and watches me from across
heidi says:
i thought he was going to do something if he noticed noone was on the street, luckly there was a homeless couple standing near by
heidi says:
when I noticed my bus coming I actually sorta walked down teh street so that if he was going to run across the street and catch the bus he wouldn't have time
heidi says:
luckly he noticed the bus too late actually because I watched him as it drove by
heidi says:

3/17/07 01:08 am

Today has been a super wicked day. I'm sure everyone whose alreay heard about this is sick of it but it just made me feel really really good inside. Today was my college's opening night for "COME BACK TO THE 5'N'DIME JIMMY DEAN, JIMMY DEAN." I was assistant stage managing this show while Kady was my stage manager which in itself was/is a fun experience. I bought a fitted black button up shirt lastnight to go with my nice brown pants (that my father hemmed for me) for teh reception after the show tonight. I was getting lots of compliments on the shirt. The most common commen being, "wow, you have boobs!" as well as people insisting that I work out, or have lost weight. This one guy in my program who rarely talks said to me today "You look really great! *thumbs up* You look good." Everyone stopped and looked at him and then someone said "I've never heard you ever say a nice thing about anyone. Why don't you ever compliment the rest of us?" It was pretty cool. The director of the play gave me a silver necklace chain that is like one of those little wooden toy snakes that most kids of the 80's or early 90's had, you know, with the segments so that is would slither, and sometimes you would get your skin pinched in between the segments if it slithered too suddenly. She also got for the 6 crew members a big freaking basket filled with candy. The actors gave me a bottle of Australian Shiraz and I got a really sweet card from one in particular. To top this gift recieving off, I got awarded a $1000 scholarship towards my tuition for next term. This was awarded to me in front of the whole opening night audience, I didn't expect it at all and was super awkward and in shock about the whole thing. Alex being as fantastic as they are dressed up all hot for me and apparently thought I was quite hot as well. It was funny, Kady and I went into the reception hall with the intention of looking like a couple, we had our arms around eachother and were both dressed rather strapping, and then I look over to where Alex is and it looks like they are in a couple with Devin. It's nice the friendships that Alex and I have in Kady and Devin that we can joke around and neither of us feel like the other is going to go cheat on us with one of them. It makes me really happy...I really like the trust we've got going on. It was really nice, after the reception Devin, Alex and myself went to the Boston Pizza by my school. I enjoy hanging out with them both at the same time, and it was funny to see Devin rack up the bill and then take it down again. Also randomly taking pictures of Devin posing with Kady and then taking Cleavage shots later was pretty entertaining. Alex drove me home afterwards (as always) which was great (as always) becuase I got to spend some alone time with them listening to our bollywood music of course. Tomorrow should be fun too, Alex and I are going to spend the morning together going shopping :S for bollywood music! as well as some other things. In the evening I have another show, but a few people I know are going to go see it which is exciting. Sunday is dark so I have no obligation to go to sleep early or wake up early. So good. Thanks to everyone and everything that has made today make me feel so special.

1/17/07 11:32 pm

You're       out    you're    . Being          to        you      claimed    not          fucking      everyone      your     .      encroaching      my      .      makes    realize        what   did.


Sometimes clarity comes in pieces (and with an extreme lack of sleep) . It's all there.


Sleep Deprivation is rocking my world right now. Like in that bad "i'm going to get sea sick" rocking.

1/11/07 12:04 am

I deleted a ton of posts tonight, everything i'd written up to the point when I was finished with the run of "Da" why up to there? Because it feels like it would be sinful to delete anything to do with that play and well, I also got lazy.
I should be sleeping, but instead I decided to write a post, but i'll blame my sleep procrastination on someone else. I pulled out some old cassettes put them on and I'm sitting here, though worried about the insanity that will ensue tomorrow, pretty happy. Back at Douglas College I'm really happy about the play and people i'm getting to surround myself with. *To you Devin specifically I am happy because I didn't get to know you too much last term but I'm hoping that working on this show together I get to talk to you more. During the last rehearsal I realized how much passion you have for the things you believe and I think its absolutely fucking fantastic and a lot of people should learn passion like that. *  I noticed that I haven't written anything journal like for a while. I've been working on writing a script for a play with a friend, it's fun to be writting for me again, just letting my imagination have a little fun. Is it wrong for me to want to sit around in pyjama's and watch old ducktales cartoons and foreign films? will someone join me? On another note, for those of you who are TOTALLY OUT (of the loop)...my sister and brother don't live at my house anymore and my father has retired, things have changed around here a lot. I'm trying to teach myself to play the mini accordian, it's really fun even though it apparently makes me a "dork."

On the busses at night I enjoy sitting with music filling my ears, only the slight hum of the moving bus can be heard  below the music, tracing the landscape on the fogged up windows, with my pinky finger, at every stop. One time while on the bus I filled the whole back left side window with an "Alice in Wonderland" scene, it was actually pretty intense, it took me 1 hour. Other than my window drawings I just haven't been able to do any visual arts lately and it's starting to get to me. I start to sketch something, i'll finish it, tear it out of the book, crumple it and throw it out.

Hmm. 12:35am...yeah, waking up in a few hours, maybe i'll sleep? Sweetdreams to me.


11/28/04 12:19 pm

Today was the last day of the run of "Da".....I'm extremily sad. I don't think it's easy for anyone else to understand how much I loved the cast and crew of this show. It seems really stupid, but I am almost near tears. It was hard yesterday watching some of the actors, a lot of them were crying as they acted, and they put their all into that last show,  it was in intensity that was never there before. We all partied the night away, it was a blast, but in the end, I just wish it could go on. Lot's of hugs today, but not the kind I like, the parting kind.

11/27/04 12:44 pm

Woo..... I may be leaving Victoria, which sucks big time, BUT, at least, I'm going to have a good time before I leave. Tonight is the last day of the run of "Da" I'm sad it's over, but it's one of those things that has to happen.Saturday night is last show and cast/crew party. Sunday is strike of the play. Monday I am going to do some lighting stuff with Randy at the Mac. Tuesday Fraser is coming to Victoria again, so I'm going to go stay on his boat for a night or two.

I find there is a lot of lust for me in Victoria. Their is this high percentage of goodlooking people here, I'm definatly going to miss that.

I will be coming back to Victoria in January to do tech. for "Communicating Doors" it's one of those opportunities I can't pass up.

I think this is the first time i've used Purple font.....oh well, it just feels right today.

11/23/04 02:04 am

Cherina was being the devil today,
telling me to do bad things
...SIN...
She is trying to get me in bad situations,
where I'm going to get the shit kicked out of me.
I'm a big sissy
and not even liquid courage fixes that.


no this is not supposed to be a poem,
I'm just using return a lot.


I get to go the the theatre tonight.
Sexy, sexy theatre.

11/18/04 09:14 am

So, like every other poor fucker, November is turning out to be really shitty.
I am going to be going back to Richmond once the run of "Da" is over (Nov. 28). "Da" is a play i've been doing Sound Op. for. I've been looking for a job, unsuccessfully, and I'm going to be quite miserable  because I have to leave here. Ontop of all this, my uncle is rubbing it in....fortunately his wife is getting mad at him because she wants me to stay. I was also just asked to be assistant Lighting Op. for the production of "Peter Pan" which would be going on at the McPhearson Playhouse. I had to say no becuase I'm not going to be here, which is extremily upsetting. Some of you non-techies might wonder what the big deal is. Well, the "Peter Pan" production is a big Production, it would gain me a lot of connections in the theatre community in Victoria, which would be great because I want to go into something to do with theatre as a career. Well, Randy (lighting design teacher at UVic) told me to keep in contact with him so that when I'm back here he can put me to work on some play right away. I'm really super disappointed though because being LX asst. would be so great.I was also asked by Erin to be LX asst. for her for "Communicating Doors" I'd want to do that not just for the connections and experience but because Erin is one of the most amusing people i've met.... I've met some great people here in Vic, and it's going to be such a bitch to have to leave them and go back to dealing with the general Richmond type. Eventually I will come back here to live, just might be a year or so before that happens.......

10/31/04 01:30 am

I just had the most wonderful 3 hour conversation with Jessalynn. When I talked about a lot of stuff that was on my mind, it just became so much more real. It was great. By the end of our conversation I was talking jibberish though. I asked her if she wanted to come over to my place later today to "parve cumpkins."

And Skittles, I'll admit it, I miss you. Chelsea too, but you probably won't tell her that because you are too selfish and want all my missing of people to yourself :P.......I'm comin home!

Time to go read. (Ian McEwan- Amsterdam)

10/30/04 01:15 pm

R.I.P. Don Romilio (Died Oct.20, 2004-Gall Cancer)

R.I.P. Tia Ita (Died Oct.30, 2004-Liver Failure)

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